Of course there are days when all i want to do is be on my own, and they understand that thankfully, but some people don't understand quite so much, luckily i don't have that problem!
During my worst times i started to find out who my true friends were, and luckily for me so many people cared for me then i thought they did, i received so many e-mails, texts, cards and flowers, completely unexpected!
I can happily say i have been so lucky, a lot more lucky then some unfortunate people who have had to deal with illnesses and certain circumstances alone!
My friends, family and boyfriend have been the ones who have kept me going, if it wasn't for them i would be a complete mess every day and night! With almost perfect advice and amazing cuddles that are much needed, I feel a lot happier, of course the pain is still there, but when everyone makes me happy it just goes.
It goes to show pain really is in the mind! And if you learn to control it you really will be laughing *with the help of a few painkillers of course!*
Over the past couple of months of suffering, i have learnt everything right now is not all about me! Everyone has there problems and no one can put there lives on hold just for me! What i have learnt through this is helping as many people with there problems has taken my mind off of mine!! And at the same time makes me feel like i have done a good deed!
So i thought i would write this post for my friends and family who have been there for me, and a thank you is certainly not enough! I have no idea on how to give thanks for the kindness and time they have given me! But i can say i love you, and appreciate everything!
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