Is it L.O.V.E?

Five months go today I met a man who would change my life for the better.

I first met him on a bridge outside a pub. Just from the first glance I knew he was the one!

                                                            Our First Date


Not only is he a boyfriend, but he is my best friend! He gets me!

We live far apart. Not to far, but far enough for me! Some times its hard, when all I want is to be in his arms, but I can't be! So the time we spend together is extra special!

I first told him I was unwell at the very start of the relationship, I really liked him, so I was scared how he would react! I've had previous relationships where men couldnt handle it, and would just leave me, normally with no explanation!

That hurt alot!

He's been so supportive while i've been unwell, in and out of the doctors, in hospital and before and after my surgery! 

I am so proud to call him mine! He doesn't ever judge me, and never lets go when I have to cry myself to sleep because of the pain!  

I don't feel embarrased when I have a bad day, if I just have to stay in bed, or my body decides to have a random bleed! He won't ever make a scene about it, or complain. He stays by my side till he knows im ok!

And the best thing ... He's changed me for the better. Before I met him I was miserable, grumpy and negative! He changed it around! He made me realise even though some days I cant do things I still have an amazing life, and I should appreciate what i've got!

He has made me so happy! Some days I do feel down, but one text or phone call from him, i'm smiley and giddy.

I still have the same feeling in my tummy as when I first met him!

I can honestly say, IT IS LOVE! 

Don't forget your Friends and Family

While going through the hardness and loneliness of PCOS and Endometriosis, I have learnt that it is so important not to forget who have stood by me every single day and night!

Of course there are days when all i want to do is be on my own, and they understand that thankfully, but some people don't understand quite so much, luckily i don't have that problem!

During my worst times i started to find out who my true friends were, and luckily for me so many people cared for me then i thought they did, i received so many e-mails, texts, cards and flowers, completely unexpected! 

I can happily say i have been so lucky, a lot more lucky then some unfortunate people who have had to deal with illnesses and certain circumstances alone! 

My friends, family and boyfriend have been the ones who have kept me going, if it wasn't for them i would be a complete mess every day and night! With almost perfect advice and amazing cuddles that are much needed, I feel a lot happier, of course the pain is still there, but when everyone makes me happy it just goes.

It goes to show pain really is in the mind! And if you learn to control it you really will be laughing *with the help of a few painkillers of course!* 

Over the past couple of months of suffering, i have learnt everything right now is not all about me! Everyone has there problems and no one can put there lives on hold just for me! What i have learnt through this is helping as many people with there problems has taken my mind off of mine!! And at the same time makes me feel like i have done a good deed!

So i thought i would write this post for my friends and family who have been there for me, and a thank you is certainly not enough! I have no idea on how to give thanks for the kindness and time they have given me! But i can say i love you, and appreciate everything!